One day maybe you’ll read this, or maybe I’ll keep it hidden away to remember the feeling of hatred I have developed for you when you come back.

I know I never acted like I truly cared, I was so young when we started it, as were you. I pushed you away because I was scared you’d hurt me. Like most people, I was scared of change. That’s all you brought to my life.

I’m sitting here by the fire rambling on about feelings, I figure since you’ve held so much, I should dedicate this to you.

I don’t feel like anyone truly knows me better than you did. I never let anyone that deep into my head. You were an exception because you made me believe in love.

This last time though, this last time you made the biggest mistake. You left someone who was so madly in love with you, for a girl who loves 10 others. When you see this, maybe you’ll come back, and if it’s you I will laugh in your face.

I am better than you. You have taught me how to handle the toughest things. You have built me up then torn me down, you have taught me both love and hate. I can’t help but thank you for making me the monster I have became over these past few months.

It’s only just beginning.

I’m tired of worrying what you think when you look at me, or where you’re at and who you’re with. I’m tired of wishing you’d come talk to me, and that you’ll sweep me of my feet. I’m tired of wanting to go talk to you but not being able to because I’m too tired.

We’ve never said two words to each other and the closest we’ve been is 4 feet away. I like the way you watch me, but I hate the way you give off that ‘I don’t care’ vibe.

I just hope that maybe, you’ll make that first move and save me.

You’re breaking her heart, ripping her apart.

Her future is fading away. She tried.

She tried to make to make up to you. Her heart in your hands but you couldnt stand up.

You never gave a fuck.

I never want to die.

He tore her flesh. He ripped her organs out one by one. She’s so naive, she didn’t know that it only takes a blink of an eye to believe a lie. In long run, she’ll be fine. Just now he’s ripping her out, that ball pain that swells inside. It’s so hard to discribe.He doesn’t really love you, you just give him a place to rest his head. Why wouldn’t he do it all over again?

Who’s going to be there to pick the reciever up when he falls? Who’s going to be there when he fails.

I fell in love with someone I never had. And now I’m feeling the effects of it.

You’ll never know how much i love talking to you.

Wether it be in real life or not, you make me happy.

Your hugs find a way to make everything okay.

If we keep this up you’ll be gone weeks at a time.

I’m just scared of getting too attatched to something that could turn away,

so soon.

But, I believe i’m falling in love with you.